Tuesday, March 29
she didn't style her hair at
all today. can you just hear me whining? haha. guess what. it's easier to forget her when she insists on wearing that silver hairband.. she looks okay, but not fantastic. so yeah. anyway real workload's coming soon, i've gotta stop mooning around.
my new classmates seem okay. keyword: seem. i am cynical. and therefore i will say that first impressions are not neccesarily correct. sure they might turn out as nice as they seem, but what if they don't? so i shall wait and see before judging anyone. people show their true colours under pressure. you know mine.
thought about what jan said. i don't want to forget how to smile, how to be happy. i won't stop myself from being happy anymore. i will never forget st. marg's. i will never forget 4/6. i will never forget any one of you, or a single second of our memories.. but darlings when God says it's time to move on, then it's time to move on. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you so much. and i miss you more and more each day. but i can't lose myself anymore. i need me back. the me who could smile. i'm taking a big risk, opening myself up. but i cannot lose myself.
i love you. j'aime et j'espere. i love and i hope. that we will always be friends forever.
it must've been love.
7:39 pm
xoxo
